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pagod.

2007-09-12T09:28:15Z

one word to really summarize the way im feeling now.

for the past few days sobrang drained ako dko alam bket. kung tutuusin kakaunti lamang ang aking mga nagagawa.

pero ngayong araw na ito. naramdaman ko ng todo ang pagkapagod. mahaba-haba to at walang kuwenta. bahala kayo kung gusto niyo basahin. but i just want to let this all out.

things i did for today:

-usual histo class. may bago akong info na nakuha kay sir dave. which is soo cool :) may picture cya of a sherman tank (ata lang bsta mga tanke noong world war:) anyway then may isang igorot na nasa taas ng sherman tank and as sir dave explained, may hawak siyang two guns, (big guns daw ung hindi automatic daw, ung kelangan mo pang lagyan ng bala isa isa ung mga butas then pagkabaril mo may gagalawin ka pa. sorry i dont know the term used eh :P ) ang cool kasi nakabahag ung igorot and then his on top of the tank :) wala lang:)

- usual din sa cs class. d ako ganoon nakakarelate dahil im not techie. pinagusapan namin time line ng intel. mga 16-bit cpu etc haha :) *hopefully free cut kami sa friday* although we are so far behind compared with elie's class

- after cs takbo ako kaagad sa sec c foyer, may microsoft thingy kasi dun at andun ang aking cousin :) so i talked to her for a while sayang i wasn't able to stay, ttour ko sana sya kaya lang parang d cya pwdeng umalis dun sa foyer.

-after that me, chong, jd & david went to matteo to film a scene for chong's nescafe entry :) barkada shoot first then went to ctc likod dun sa may video to shoot ung "romantic" scene with me and david. and grabe pinagholding hands pa kami and all. hahaha

- after that i rushed to faura for philo. and our class was fun! :) we talked about the "dress code" na gusto i-impose ng school and ayos lang sken un, but wag lang nila isama ang slippers!!! cmon, ang sakit sa paa ang sapatos noh. 1. hindi nakaka "breathe" ang mga toes 2. pano kapag umulan eh d papasok tubig sa shoes mo (may tendency pag baha, hahaha ) tpos mababasa socks mo and shoes hirap nun ah! naexperience ko na un with my chucks, and ang icky ng feeling 3. mas comfortable ang slippers. anyway lahat ng tao sa classroom, complaint nila with the dress code is the slippers hahaha :) sinasabi ni sir roy na kaya iimplement ng school yan eh kasi pagdating sa mga meetings with corporations eh naka slippers at shorts ung mga atenista. eh kasalanan ba namin kung ung iba ganoon. tska some of us know naman na when ur going to a meeting outside ateneo or meeting in ateneo with someone outside of ateneo u should wear a proper attire with shoes on.
anywaay after that nadiscuss namin ung mga "uso" at mga "baduy" at sabi ni meong baduy daw ung mga taong pag nagsuot ng damit eh same color lahat. i.e. green shirt, green pants, green shoes. and at that moment nakita ako ni sir roy ang aking suot. sabi nya na eh d kung gayon baduy ako kasi at that moment, naka pink shirt ako, pink chucks, pink bag, at nakalabas ang aking pink na panyo. at sobrang natwa tlga ako to the point na naluluha ako. i haven't laughed that hard since last month? tpos napagtanto ko ( ayaw ni sir roy ang na-realize) na puro pink din laman ng bag ko ang panget palang tingnan. hahaha

- after ng philo pumunta kami nina mela at reg sa Goldwin. sa ibang entry ko nlng ikukuwento ang experience ko sa goldwin basta ung gnawa namin kanina super nakakapagod at nakakangawit. for two hours straight may konting break. nakatayo kami naglalakad around the tables. putting small chunks of papaya soap into a transparent liquid. after that nilagay namin sa isang box at naaliw ako sa way of putting the soaps in the box :D

-anywaaay after nun, uuwi na kami eh nagtxt pinsan ko na ibang driver ang magsusundo sken at sbhn ko ang address, eh dko alam ano address so sabi ko mag commute nlng ako tutal malapit lang naman samin. grabe ang hirap! (halatang first timer) first time kong magjeep dito sa manila mag-isa. sa pampanga kaya ko magjeep magisa pero dito hindi ko kaya. so naglakad ako palabas ng subdivision nung goldwin then nagabang ng jeep papuntang cubao or sta lucia mga 5-10 min ako naghntay at nung nakakita nako ang sikip sa jeep tpos ang LAKAS ng sounds nya as in nakakabingi at nakakairita. anyway nagpara ako sa mmda overpass sa tapat ng sta lucia at naglakad papunta sa bahay. ang haba ng nilakad ko at pagod nako sobra. pagdatin ko sa labas ng village namin pucha BAHA! buti tumwag pinsan ko at tinanong kung san nako at nagpasundo nlng ako hahaha

senxa na at napakahaba. ilang buwan na rin ako hindi nagsusulat dito. :)

sobrang pagod nako. at gagawa pako ng sad namin. mali mali ata ginagawa ko. syet naiiyak nako. :(

ang init init ng pakiramdam ko at ng likod ko. pagod na kamay ko. sakit ng paa ko. punta pako gateway bks :( may errand to do for my mom.

at! for the whole day here is what i ate:
- limang subo ng rice na may kasamang dalawang slice ng luncheon meat for breakfast.
- isang cheese muffin na nabili sa figaro for lunch
- kalahating nescafe coffee na hindi naman nalusaw dhel sa sobrang lamig ng tubig at hindi nahalo ng mabuti at walang lasa dahil konti lang nilagay sa mug. para madrain ang cheese muffin
- at pancit canton ngayong pagkauwi ko.

kapag bored kayo...

2007-04-30T06:16:38Z

i-click ang link na to at sagutin :D

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/313042

got it from kez :)

2007-04-15T03:46:27Z

ok pambawi sa pag hindi ko pagpost sa lj :P haha

Checklist ng mga Atenista:

(x) eat at Manang's [every year because of pe kumakain kami sa manangs :) yum! ]
(x) learn the alma mater [ok since 2nd year highschool memorize ko to. dream school eh. ang loser ba? :) ]
( ) get on the dean's list [haha i wish!]
( ) sleep on a bench [hindi ko pa nagagawa to. haha masubukan nga minsan]
( ) be a TNT! [dpat this year kaya lang hindi na pwede eh :( ]
( ) jog around the campus in the evening
(x) visit the art gallery [nung first year pa ako. with espi. nagpalamig dahil mainit. at may nakitang painting na kamukha si red. haha]
( ) know at least one xerox lady, manong, or technician by name [by face pwde?:P]
( ) get a Jesuit for a teacher
( ) itch from higad bites
(x) have gotten an F in something [paper and long exam haha]
(x) have taken a crap in school [secret nlng kung saan :P]
(x) watch a La Salle vs. Ateneo UAAP game [ateneo lasalle game nung 1st year twice and admu vs adu patron :P live lahat :D]
(x) give a powerpoint presentation [always]
(x) study in the caf upstairs [always]
(x) watch a T.A play [required for fil]
( ) sit on the SEC ledge and watch the stars
( ) eat in Full House, Martha's Kitchen, and Ken Afford
(x) sleep in the lib [yes pag nagaaral ako nakakatulog ako sarap eh]
( ) visit Mr. San Andres [dont know kung sino cya sorry]
(x) go to the chapel [recollection and once for a mass]
(x) have gotten a pebble stuck in your shoe/slippers in the middle of the quad
(x) cut class with your block to watch a movie [once lang ata pero madalas i cut chem to go out and eat :) ]
( ) sign up for those institutional (i.e. difficult but brilliant) teachers
( ) go to CERSA night
( ) have tried siomai rice [dko alam kung ano to haha ]
( ) learn how to smoke [no way]
(x) fall in love [haha]
(x) actually read the book you keep borrowing from the lib [once lang ata :P]
(x) play cards during your free time [every free time we have!]
(x) dress in business attire [mis defense :)]
( ) learn to stay awake for more than 24 hours straight [almost 24 hours same with kez :P haha good mood din ako haha]
( ) have gotten side comments from ASSOC
( ) take Saturday classes [nstp?]
( ) go to your immersion
( ) eat Food for After Thought sandwiches
(x) get a boyfriend/girlfriend
(x) take time to read the vandalism in the CR doors
( ) watch Minsan Lang Sila Bataâ€ and â€œMacho Dancerâ€ for class
(x) do a last minute paper [lagi naman eh]
(x) have spent a lot for 1x1 ID pictures
(x) get exempted from final exams [sinwerte sa sci 10 haha]
(x) attend a college mass
( ) promise to quit smoking
( ) play hide-and-seek in the mini-forest
(x) know where the best restrooms are on campus [iso at mvp :) walang tao eh]
(x) join an org
(x) allow yourself to make mistakes
(x) take summer classes [every summer :(]
( ) admire the sacred heart statue in the evening
(x) make a video for a project [chong!]
(x) have a crush on a teacher
( ) attend a Jesuit retreat
( ) have gotten a parking ticket
( ) come to school in your crappiest yet most comfy clothes
(x) learn how to use the Bayantel pay phones [thanks to reg at natuto ako noong april 11 ata :)]
(x) participate in school activities
(x) catch the Blue Babble Battalion tryouts
(x) ride a tricycle on campus
(x) find a tambayan [caf up!]
( ) admire the marikina valley at night [morning ko lang nakita from sa tabi ng cervini haha]
( ) go drinking along Katipunan
(x) learn how to beg for a higher grade [haha]
(x) use your cuts wisely
(x) volunteer to be class beadle [kimberly! haha]
(x) had the worst lottery schedule for reg [1st sem 1st year]
(x) admire the trees on campus [at night pa ha]
(x) have forgotten about your freecut and gone to that class
(x) eat in the ISO canteen [1st sem 2nd year :)]
(x) be active in your org
( ) have signed up on an ACP class just because the girl or guy u like signed up for it
( ) get as many app forms as you can during the job fair
(x) learn how to cram [magaling ang block ko diyan!]
(x) sell tickets (or watch) an org-sponsored movie premiere [does org-sponsored concert count?]
(x) save money to Xerox all of your seatmateâ€™s notes
( ) have accidentally seen a make-out session
(x) check out the Meron Lagoon and Lambingan Bridge [meron lagoon lang haha]
(x) have dozed off in class in Bel right after a class in CTC/SOM/Comm. Bldg or vice-versa [psych]
(x) learn how to work with groupmates from hell
( ) perfect the art of parking on campus
( ) had a bad encounter with one of the guards on campus
(x) develop a love for sisig [wok and iso caf!]
(x) learn how to pronounce â€œAEGISâ€ properly
(x) have used typing rooms at the library
(x) have reserved a classroom, AVR, etc. for a class or org function
( ) have asked the library for an endorsement to research in other libraries
(x) have lost a perfectly functioning umbrella [1st year oh pati pala last sem :( ung colorful esprit umbrella ko :(]
(x) have used consultation hours properly
(x) Looked forward to lab breakage refund, in case you didnâ€™t break any equipment
(x) visit the Guidance Office
(x) and Infirmary

57 out of 90
ok marami pako kelangan gawin hahaha :)

update

2007-03-12T13:45:53Z

ok matagal tagal nakong hindi naguupdate ng lj. nakakatamd eh hahaha pero eto na update ko.

UPDATE!!!

ayan nakapagupdate nako :)

magsusulat ako pag sinipag ako :P

valentine's day

2007-02-14T09:30:50Z

well today is valentine's day. i have many friends who texted me "happy valentine's day" but i didn't replied. not that i'm bitter that its valentine's day, in fact i'm very much in love and happy :), but i'm too lazy and sleppy and tired to reply. (and i will not elaborate on this one haha i'm too lazy to type)

anyway. for the past 6 years of my life, i have been receiving flowers or/and gifts on valentine's day. but today, i didn't receive any. instead i received 2 cards and a pillow :) and today is my best valentine's day so far :) actually even if he had given me just a card, it would still be the best valentine's day. :) i really don't care about the flowers or the gifts, its just the simple things/gestures that matter. simple things that can mean so much more. simple things, just like the card, that can make your heart melt. :)

khimm @ 2007-02-11T21:19:00

2007-02-11T13:46:15Z

one word to describe my day: unproductive
one word to describe my feelings at the moment: okay?
one word to describe my feelings a while ago: cheerful:)

this day was so unproductive. i woke up at 9 am, ate breakfast, read harry potter's order of the phoenix for the 3rd time :), played suduko (magnetic), ate lunch at 12 noon then watched the uaap season 26 until 9 pm :) i watched how the ateneo beat dlsu in their last game in the 2nd round and spoiled la salle's record :) how they beat ue twice in the semis. god i miss those years. i really really miss the hail mary team. this may sound stupid and weird. even though i know who won at the end, i still cheered and got frustrated with their turnovers and missed shots, and even shouted ( just a little) when gec chia made the game winning shot over ue at the final 1.7 or so seconds of the game.

anyway :) i don't know why im not that much of a fan right now. i remembered wanting to study in the ateneo because i want to see them in person. :) i know it is a ridiculous reason. but then i realized that ateneo is a really good school. and wanting to study here is not just because of enrico or larry or any blue eagles but i wanted to prove to my dad that i can get in ateneo and actually graduate. i remembered years ago, we went to my uncle's house in cainta (where i'm staying right now). when we went home and passed by ateneo, i was staring at it like a beautiful doll in a shop that i wanted so bad but i can't buy it. i was staring at the blue eagle gym, the trees and the field behind it. then my dad said not to get my hopes up that maybe i will not pass the ACET. and he wants me study in pampanga (but he can't do anything about it coz my mom wanted me to study in manila ) . i know he was just looking out for me, he said that , so that if i failed the ACET it wouldn't hurt so much. but i was dumbfounded by his words and got teary-eyed. i thought, this is what i want and this is my dream school, and i just want my him to support my decision and actually encourage me. but well i'm here :) i know i'm not that intelligent or i may not have a high IQ or i may act stupid. but i passed :) hahaha i am just really lucky and i know that God really loves me :)

i finished watching season 1 of prison break last night :) and it was goood :) i should have watched it months ago.

well i finished transferring my stat notes to my notebook :) and i plan to copy the eco slides to my notebook :) i hope i can finish it tonight :)

i'm feeling much better than yesterday. i hope all of this would go away.

khimm @ 2007-01-29T20:41:00

2007-01-29T12:51:58Z

we just had our stat midterms..and it was ok :) i answered almost all of the questions except for one problem. sa multiple choice naman, mga wala siguro ung sure na sure akong tama ako haha imagine 4 pts each un. pero ayos lang. at least mas madali compared sa 2nd long exam namin :) sana naman mataas makuha ko dito :) worse case ko eh pasado naman :) bsta sana maka B ako. kanina, napiga sobra brain ko. as in hanggang ngayon eh masakit ulo ko :(

anywaaayy

un lang :) gawa muna kami theo paper :)

help me

2007-01-27T10:49:38Z

guys kung mahal niyo ako. tulungan niyo akong magdiet! ano magandng gawin para pumayat? at kung kasama niyo ako habang lunch or merienda pigilan niyo akong kumain ng kumain. my gawd i gained how many pounds in how many months, at kanina nalaman ko na 57 kg na ata ako or somthing puchaaaaaaaaaaaa kelangn mag 50 kg ako !!! wala lang :D worried nako sobra sa state ng ktwan ko :| shet. ang luwag luwag daw ng balat ko :( patay daw ako pag tumaba pako :(( oh noooo

im just procrastinating :)

2d echo

2007-01-27T09:46:33Z

kaninang umaga, nagpa 2d Echo ako..at dahil doon, tumaas ang mga tingin ko sa mga nurses(in particular sa mga pumiling manatili dito sa pilipinas). at sa mga nagtatangkang maging nurse.

ganito kasi ang nangyari kanina...

gumising ako ng 630 at umalis ng mga 715. 730 dumating kami ng aking nanay sa philippine heart center. pagkapasok eh nagfill up ng forms at maghihintay na tawagin kami. pang-pito ako.

after 2 hours... ( dala ko nun ung stat notebook ko para mag-aral, pero wala akong calculator so nagbasa lang ako at sinulat sa isang pirasong papel lahat ng mga formulas )

tinawag na ang aking pangalan. eh d pumasok ako, bawal daw pumasok mommy ko so magisa ako. isang lalaki ang sumalubon sakin at nagtanong ng mga tanong. tinanong nya ako kung ok lang ba na cya gumawa ng 2d echo sken. eh d sabi ko ok eh malay malay ko ba kung anong gagawin dun. kala ko prng xray lang haha

anyway, eh d pumunta kami sa isang room na may curtain, bed at isang big machine. anyway habang gnagawa nya ung 2d echo sken, eto naging conversation namin:

nurse: anong course mo?
ako: management information system po
n: ah, buti hindi ka nagnurse?
a: ah takot po kasi ako sa dugo ( pero sa loob loob ko, masyado na po kasing cliche ang pagnurse)
n: ah takot ka rin sa ospital?
a: hindi sa dugo lang tska sa pag inject ng mga ibang tao
n: buti at hnd ka nagnurse, boring dito sa hospital eh

pagkatpos ng ilang minuto may inapply cyang gel dun sa prng sensor thingy[?]

a: ano po yang inapply niyo?
n: para walang air na makuha
a: ah, buti memorize niyo po lahat ng mga procedures
n: siyempre kailangan , layo nga ng course na kinuha ko sa trabaho ko ngayon eh
a: ano po ba course na kinuha nyo?
n: medtech
a: ah
n: dito nako nagtrain sa phil heart center
a: ilang months po ang training?
n: 3 months
n: tapos hanggang ngayon nag-aaral parin kami, every tuesday may seminar kami
a: waw pagod un ah, ayoko na ngang mag-aral eh
n: may mga reports pa kami tpos mag-analyze ng case tpos may mga doctor din dun
a: [prng gs2 kong sabhn na, ah pareho pala tayo, nag-aanalyze din kami ng cases, pero napagisipan kong wag nalang haha ]
a: ahh , hirap naman nun hangang ngayon nag-aaral pa din po kayo
n: kailangan kasi, tpos pati mga bagong cases ng mga patiente kelangn din namin pag-aralan
a: buti hindi ako nagnurse
n: *tawa nasmile na ewan*

*nanahimik kami*

nung pagkatpos ng 2d echo

n: buti hindi ka takot sa hospital?
a: hehe wala naman po dapat ikatakot eh
n: ah ako takot ako sa dentista, takot akong magpabunot eh
a: ah nabunutan na nga ako ng apat
n: ah nagbraces ka?
a: oo, hindi naman masakit magpabunot, may anaesthesia naman eh
n: hanggang cleaninglang ako eh
a: * nag smile nlng ako *

at natapos ang pag 2d echo ko.

ang friendly friendly ng nurse na un na hnd ko alam ang pangalan. bilib nako sa mga nurse ngayon ung sa mga dedicated sa trabaho nila at nandito pa rin sa pinas. alam mo un, kahit na mahirap (dahil lagi kang mag-aaral) ok lang sa kanila. kahit na alam nilang mas ok sweldo sa ibang bansa andito parin sila. kasi dahil sa kanila, may mga tumutulong sa mga doctor at nag-aassist sa mga patiente. kahit na prng ang scray ng trabaho nila.

naisip ko nga habang hinihintay akong tawagan para mag pa 2d echo eh buti may mga nagdodoctor pa kasi isipin mo, pagkatapos mo maggraduate ng college, magaaral ka pa ng ilang taon para maging full pleged doctor madaming libro aaralin mo at mga trainings na kelangn kuhanin. sabi ko sa mommy ko na buti may mga nagdodoctor pa sabi nya sken malaki kita pag doctor eh. pero isipin mo rin mga nasayang oras sa pag-aaral. pero dun sila masaya kaya masaya na rin ako :) kasi kung wala na sila nako pano pa tayo?

last year pumunta ako sa st luke hospital para magpacheck up dahil nagsusuka ata ako, sabi sken ng pinsan ko na nawala ung ibang magagaling na doctor, pumunta na raw sa ibang bansa. sabi ko sayang naman, siguro kung andito sila, mas marami silang matutulungan na kapwa nilang Pinoy. may point siguro sila sa pag alis sa bansa natin, mababa sweldo dito, sayang ung kagalingan nila dahil mas marami silang makukuhang pera sa pagtrabaho nila sa ibang bansa. pero wala lang, nanghihinayang lang ako.

anyway un lang naman haha :)

nga pala nagpagupit ako ngayon,,,not the cut i'm expecting, pero ayos lang i think? hahaha good luck na lang sa akin pag may nag comment na "kim hindi mo bagay" o kaya "kim mas ok hair mo dati" hahaha

ow nga pala, i barely made it sa stat exam ko. pero d ako nadedepress. haha as kez said , ung mga ganyang bagay hindi dpat iniiyakan. dapat mag "move on" hahahah joke kez :p at may midterms kami sa mon., d pako masyadong nakakaaral. good luck to mee and good luck to us.

sa lahat ng mga kukuha ng stat exam sa lunes:
tara at samahan niyo akong magrosaryo mamayang gabi upang gabayin tayo ni mama mary at ni papa God sa ating pagsusulit sa lunes :) at upang bigyan nila tayo ng konting sipag at tiyagang mag-aral ng mga formulas at iba pa.

p.s.

joke lang ung pagrorosaryo :) wala lang akong magawa, nakakatamad mag-aral eh :)

p.s.s.

sige mag-aaral nako :)

31 things to make a girl smile :)

2007-01-10T12:56:28Z

1. Tell her she is beautiful

2. Hold her hand at any moment . . .
even if its
just for a second.

3. Hug her from behind

4. Leave her voice messages to wake up
to.

5. Wrestle with her :)

6. don't go hang out with you ex when
she is
not with you, you might not relize how
badly it
hurts her.

7. If youre talking to another girl,
when you're
done talking, walk over and hug her and
kiss
her....let her know
she's yours and they aren't.

8. Write her notes or call her just to
say "hi"

9. Introduce her to your friends . . .
as your
girlfriend.

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up (she loves it)

12. Get upset if another guy touches
her and
she doesn't like it

13. Make her laugh

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then TELL
HER

17. Every guy should give their girl 3
things: a
stuffed animal (she'll hug it every
time she
goes to sleep),
jewelry (she'll treasure it forever),
and one of
her t-shirts
(she'll most likely wear it to bed) or
sweatshirts
sprayed with
her cologne!! and flowers or something
occasionally.

18. Treat her the same around your
friends as
you do when you're alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends

21.Kiss her in the rain (girls love
this)

22.Kiss her just for the heck of it

23. If your listening to music, let her
listen too.

24. Remember her birthday and get her
something,
even if its'n simple and inexpensive,
it came from
YOU. it means all the world to HER.

25. when she gives you a present on
your
birthday, Christmas, or just whenever,
take it
and tell her you love it, even if you
don't (it'll make
her happy.)

26. Always call her when you say you
will, it
may not seem like it, but it does hurt
her and
makes her think you don't care so call
even if you
can only talk for a minute.
Girls don't necessarily have to have
hour long
conversations every night but its nice
for us to
hear your voice even for a quick hello.

27. Give her wat she wants

28. Recognize the small things . . .
they usually
mean the most.

29.dont hug her friends or your friends
that are
girls cause she'll feel left out.

30.hang out with her whenever you are
free
and u should be free to hang wit your
girl friend all
the time

31.If u care about her...SHOW her!

updates:)

2007-01-10T12:05:19Z

after how many years ay nakapagupdate na rin ako ng lj ko :)

dec 25,2006
---christmas! saya saya ng christmas ko, mdyo kumonti na gifts ko pero ayos lang :) went to cainta to celebrate christmas with my mother's side, then in the evening we went to the fort to eat at kaiseki with my father's side :) yummy yummy food! :)

dec 29, 2006
---bday ni mother dearest at pumunta mga pinsan ko :) ang ingay ulit sa bahay! ang gulo! kumain kami sa isang chinese restaurant sa amin :) at binabawalan nako kumain ni mommy kc baka d na raw magkasya ung gown ko sa wedding ng pinsan ko pero what the hell christmas season naman so kelangan lumamon dhel masasarap ang pagkain :)

dec 30, 2006
---kumain ulit kme sa labas nung dinner sa isang jap restaurant sa angeles city and mind you grabe ang sarap! ibang style ng jap food at masarap siya ang daming inorder ng tatay ko at super dooper nabusog ako. andami kong kinain, nasira tuloy diet ko! haha

dec 31, 2006
---sa bahay lang kme pero dami pren kme kinain. nagluto ako ng lasagna( with the help of my mom) then nagluto mom ko ng lengua tska noodles na parang yakisoba pero flat noodles ang ginamit.. bsta masarap haha hipon at marami pang iba :) nanuod lang kme ng dvd at nung gabi kasama ko mga pinsan ko at nanuod ng disney channel. starting highschool musical hanggang hannah montana :) after noon, dhel lapet ng mag 12 midnight eh umakyat na kami sa rooftop para magpaputok :) ang ingay ingay na nga sa labas ng bahay eh. ginising si dustin ( ung pinsan kong 1 1/2 years old) para manuod may dalawang cotton na nakasaksak sa tenga niya ang kyut sobra! ang gaganda ng mga fireworks :) ung sa amin at sa iba na rin :) kaya lang i cant help but worry baka magkaroon ng malfunction ang isang firework or something pero 18 years na kami nagpapaputok at wala pa naman nangyayari*knock on wood* sabi ko nga sa daddy ko next time nuod nlng kme sa iba kasi magaganda rin naman at hnd na kme magsasayang ng pera. haha nakakatawa nga after namin magpaputok at mdyo tahimk na ang paligid namin tinanggal ng achak ko ung cotton sa tenga ni dustin tpos sabi niya "la na?" ang cute cute sobra! haha :) galing galing niya tlga! haha (nagmana sakin joke!) after nun bumaba kami para kumain :) then tulog nako :)

jan 1, 2007
---new year na! excited nako for this year. i had a great 2006 and i hope na umabot sa 2007 ang swerte ko:) daming nangyari nung 2006. mga good and bad moments and decisions. pero its a good year for me :) minsan lang ako umiyak at lagi akong masaya :) minsan lang ako nabadtrip kaya it was real good :) mas nakakalakwatsa ako and ok rin acads ko :) mdyo stressful but i guess that's normal.
this new year we ate at gloria maris for lunch. sobrang sarap ng food as always kaya lang mdyo delayed ng 30 min ung pagkain namin. pagkalabas ng swa he ( tama ba spelling?) naghintay pa kme ng mga 30 min or more for the other food to come out. grabe ilang beses kma ngcomplain sa waiter kasi naman gutom na kami sobra. then after eating we went to siko's house dhel wala kmeng ibang mapuntahan. nanuod ako ng click with my cousins then bgla akong sinipon, inatake ako ng allergies ko. super sleepy pako. so in the middle of the movie i went to the guest room to sleep. mga 30 min lang ako naka2log dhel ginising ako ng mom ko dhel aalis na raw kami. bitin ang tulog ko, resulting to,, guess what,, more sipon! grabe! we went to century to eat dinner as always masarap ang food :) dko alam bket d pako nagsasawa sa chinese food.. anyway super sama na ng pakiramdam ko nun naubus ko na ang baon kong tissue at buong gabi ay nagbblow ako ng nose or sumisinghot. inaantok na rin ako sobra. so nung umuwi na kami ang saya ko.

jan 2,2007
---balik manila ako. as usual parang naglipat ako ng bahay. ang dami kong dinala. daming bag at paper bag. haha nag greenhills muna kami bago kami pumunta ng cainta. ang daming tao grabeeee....

jan 7,2007
---wedding ng pinsan ko :) nakakapagod sobra. 530 am gising na ako. nung 9 ay sinuot ko na ang gown ko( abay kasi ako), at ang sinuot kong sapatos eh mga 2 1/2 - 3 inches na stiletto..at mga 7 nako nakauwi. sa sampung oras na suot ko ung heels na iyon eh mga 4-5 hrs lang ako nakaupo at the rest ako'y naglalakad. grabe sakit ng paa ko! sobrang sakit at dhil masikip ang akin beautiful gown eh hirap akong huminga. nung isang time nga eh papunta kme sa reception, nasusuka ako sa sikip haha pero masaya naman ung araw:)

kaya lang ang malas sobra. nung gabi ang away kami ni elie. away. fight. kasi naman ang labo niya ang babaw niya. i dont wanna talk about it... ( kc ok na kami ngayon hahaha:) )

jan 8,2007
---d ako ok nung umaga and neither does he. pero nagkaayos na kami nung gabi haha sobrang i feel very very crappy that day. buong araw wala blank face. nung bandang cs mdyo nagiging ok nako. thank you rachel for making me laugh haha nakita ko nga si sir dave nung araw na un grabe ang gwapo. tpos tinanong niya kung ok lang ba ako haha hanggwapo niya!

jan 9, 2007
--- pumunta kami ni kez sa gateway..dpat bibili ako ng pe shorts at bibili cya ng payong at mag-dDQ kami :) well nakabili ako ng pe shorts at nag dQ kme pero wala kaming nakitang magandang umbrella at 2 stores lang ang nagbebenta ng umbrella, kashieca at bench ay pati pala rustans pero d magnda. hay nako! saan bumibili ng payong ang mga tao?! bket walang nagbebenta ng payong?! aun naisip namn na pbili nlng kay rachel ng payong if ever she got a chance kasi mgnda nabili niyang payong sa dept store :) tpos nun nag dQ kami, nag strawberry-banana blizzard ako at first dko masyadong type pero after mga 3 subo ay nagustuhan ko siya at gustong gusto ko na siya now. strawberry kasi haha :) then kwento kwento kami. tpos naisip nmn na libot libot gs2 daw kasi ni kez ng shorts. and i ended up buying a short for me. haha and i bought a lip gloss :) then we went to odyssey. wala na akong pera pero sige bumili ako ng christian bautista na cd kc ang ganda ng boses niya! nag withdraw muna ako ng 500 sa atm haha kez cant decide wat cd to buy mga 5 ata pinagpipilian niya and she ended up buying an evanescence cd :) then we went home na.

un lang naman :) haha tagal ko ng hnd naguupdate and i miss it! grabe these past days parang lagi akong pagod :( wla naman akong gnagawa masyado. though sakit ng katawan ko kasi nageexercise nako now haha nabigla ata ung katawan ko sa pagbubuhat ko or something. sakit tlga eh. sinabihan na kasi ako ni elie na kelangn ng mgreduce reduce :) mdyo lumalaki na raw kc bilbil ko hahaha

pahabol..

i really really love the movie step up!! ang hot hot ni channing tatum!

no classes

2006-11-30T02:08:48Z

ok walang classes ngayon dahil may super typhoon daw..haynako sana naman eh wala nang magibang trees sa ateneo kc mdyo mainit lang naman pag walang mga puno. heniway after how many months ay nakapg update nako sawakas!!! haha :)

sobrang daming nangyari within the past months sobrang dami :)

well for starters, ok ang qpi ko last sem :) not the qpi i was expecting pero ok siya. 3.08 pwde na.. na badtrip lang ako sa fil at ls ko at cs ko.. ok sa lahat na ng mga subject ko haha eh kc naman mababa sa ineexpect ko.. haha anyway pero ok na cya bawi na lang ako this sem haha :) at kailangan namin ni rachel na makakuha ng 4.0 this sem para mag dL. gaano ka imposible un?!

panget sked ko this sem. as in panget. dinadaan nalang nmn sa paglalaro ng pusoy dos ung mga breaks namin haha aliw naman siya eh ..masaya ung may alliances. nakakadrain ng utak haha

ok naman mga tchrs ko so far. :) sana ok silang magbgay ng grades. :)

kinasal na si achi fides tska si ahia mike! grabe who would have imagined na may maibubungang mag-asawa ang fil-chi youth club nmin :) saya saya!

manganganak na sa december ung 2 cousins ko isa sa father side isa sa mother side :) huwaw dami ko ng pamangkin. at tumatanda nako haha

grabe! kailangan ko na tlagang magpapayat! minsan minsan lang akong pagsabhan ng achak ko... pero nung sembreak sinabhan niya akong " kim ang taba mo na " nabgla ako at napatawa hahaha

aliw nung sembreak first time pinayagan ako ng out of town at overnight pa! saan ka pa?! thanks to my aunties and uncles and mommy eh napilitan dad ko na payagan ako hahaha anyway ang saya dun kaya lang panget ng kama matigas tpos nawalan pa ng kuryente tpos mahina ung tubig. hahaha nice experience naman siya :)

ay leche natalo ng alaska redbull . badtrip tpos na fine pa si papa rico ko ng 50k dhel pinatulan nya si yeo. nako ang cheap cheap tlga nila. ngsuntukan sa parking lot?! pucha ang cheap sana man lang sa dug out nlng or somewhere pero parking lot?! hahahaha

anyway la nako masabi hahahah nxt time nlng ako magkkwn2 :)

masaya ako ngaung sem na to masayang masaya :) haha

at super saya nitong taon na toh :) andaming blessings andaming nangyari saya saya! :)

update?

2006-09-05T09:27:27Z

ok update lang sa buhay ko. haha matagal tagal na rin akong hindi nakakapgpost dito dahil ang daming ginagawa plus nakakatamad na rin :P

hmmm
1. i passed my cs midterms. actually the grade i got is better than i expected so yey for me :) [long looong time ago na toh. pasenxa na walang time magupdate eh hahaha]
2. hate psych i really really hate psych. nag-aral ako ng sobra pero i barely passed. 72 lang ako. howell bawi next time. naiins rin ako kc some of my friends failed :( tapos walang balak mag-curve si sir. howell..
3. napansin ko lang.. regarding sa no 2. ko..1st history LT ko, 72 grade, 1st LS LT ko 71 grade. haha tapos ung psych ko 72.. ang lucky ko naman at umaabot ako sakto sa quota. hahahah
4. naaaliw nako sa tennis namin :) kahit na i suck at it well naaliw parin ako :) although super init cya at nasusunog balat ko [oo na exage na] naaliw parin ako :) nga pala may natutuHan ako sa prof namin :) "kinocolose" meaning kinoclose ung isang tao. hahahah ang conyo kasi.
5.medyo hindi heavy ang mga load this week himala! :D
6. grabe nakakahiya kaninang LS namin. may reporting kc sina jc tpos prang may skit thing sila tpos inclined cya sa basket at natalo raw ni jerms si jc so sinasabi ko kay jerms, asa ka jerms. hahaha [oo na masama nako] anyway humirit si jerms in the middle of the report na parang bitter ako kc natalo ni jerms si jc. prng ako "laglagan na pala ito!" grabe super hiyang hiya ako. im sure iniisip na ni jc na crush ko cya. shyness nako hahaha tpos nagatungan pa ni dot :| hahahaha
7. we took his18 long exam a while ago. sobrang sabaw. sobrang sabog. although i got some of the question right. pero pucha siguro mga -15 nako agad dahil dun sa explanation thingy tpos sa enumeration mga hmmm -10 estimate ko tpos sa multiple well marami-rami. no 1 palang nga mali nako eh ....sana pumasa tlga ako...
8. oh namatay pala asawa ng kapatid ng lolo ko :( ang sad la lang..
9. yahoo games is so addicting :|
10. ooo we will have another project in cs. nako po kailangan na tlgang mag-aral.
11. nakakasakit ng ulo ang cs :|
12. its been like 1 or 2 months since i last watched a movie :| syet nawawala social life ko dahil sa org stuff and acads.
13. almost every wed and fri uwi ko is 6 pm and above. hahahaha dahil sa MISA thingys and un hahaha
14. natalo pala blockmates ko sa block nila elie sa IAC. hahaha nakakainis ref nun! tska magaling nga team nila elie hahaha
15. gusto ko ng magsembreak!!!!!!
16. ang loud ko na ngaun sobra! nahahawa nako kay rachel hahah
17. last friday may mga pumuntang lasalista sa ateneo bcoz of the student exchange of celadon. sayang la akong naging new friends haha
18. ayoko na magaral.
19. pagod nako.

sa friday may concert ang misa!!!! manuod kayo!!!
RockU!
September 8, 2006, 7pm
Dish (ABS-CBN)
MISA's major concert
featuring Chicosci, Up Dharma Down, Urbandub, and Mojofly!!!
also featuring Rugis, Sausage Party, and Passing Hour!!!
for the benefit of MISA's Build-A-Lab Project!
help fight computer illiteracy!

buy kayong tickets sa akin! haha la lang :P punta kayo! fun yan pramis! tska ayaw nyo un makikita nyo ako dun?! joke! hahaha

finally ! :)

2006-08-17T10:58:14Z

what a week! what a day! hahahaha

grabeeeeee

for this day eto mga nagawa ko :
1. submission of ls paper na hanggang 330 am ko ginawa..sabog pero siguro oks na un.. hahaha :)
2. pe midterms na akala ko mga 50 pts pero 20 pts lang at mga 17 ata ako :)
3. ls reporting na d ako/kami gaanong nakapaghanda pero oks naman ang kinalabasan :)
4. cs defense na super kabado ako pero oks naman. nakipagchikahan pako kay sir vergara. ok naman pala cya. nalaman ko na 40 yrs old na cya. may 2 cyang anak isang 14 yr old at isang 12 yr old. tpos grabe 9 1/2 years cya nagaral. grabe ayoko ng ganon :| tpos ung sweldo nya not enough to support dapat daw may mga rackets. hahahah o dba closeness kami! :))
5. i cut history coz i studied for the defense sana hnd nako nag cut pero oks lang, nakatulog naman ako ng mga 30 min :D
6. nagiging ok na ang psych namin yey! :)
7. ang takaw ko na! kelangn magreduce! kc kumain ako ng breakfast tpos mga 930 kumain ulet ako. sa manangs rice tska something na may greenpeas and patatas and meat and tomato sauce. den mga 12 kumain ako ng beef tapa sa iso na hnd ko naubos dhel busog pako. i forgot na kumain ako sa manangs hahhaha

~3 hrs lang tulog ko. natulog ako ng mga 330-4 am tpos gising ng 630 ang saya dba? tnx pala elie sa paggising! hahahaha at! hindi pa ako inaantok ngaun ewan ko ba...

yey! pahinga na!!!! grabe puro hell ang weeks ko. dko pa to naexperience ever! as in ngaun ko lang tlga naransan tong feeling na toh. tipong parang mas masarp pang mamatay kaysa mabuhay. pero after mong magawa mga toh parang ang saya kc nagawa mo cya hahaha pero next week ang dami ulet gagawin! nakakainis! may sagala pa akong papanoorin bks. pangpaangat kc sa grade sa fil. F kc ako sa longtest ang saya dba? 31/50 ako..5 pts pa kelangn para pumasa. ay oo pala nakatabi ko si chris tiu sa sec benches, tpos dumaan si quimson, tpos nakausap ko si intal tpos nakita ko si uichico. not bad :D

things to do next week:
1. cs midterms - ~~monday~~ tuesday pala :P
2. fil readings
3. psych lt - ~~monday~~ tuesday pala :P
4. sci 10 lt?? dko sure hahahaa
5. pe practicals

yey! konti lang! :D pahinga na finally :D pramis Lord magaaral na po ako! d nako magccram! ^^

hell.

2006-08-07T13:18:13Z

andaming kelangn gawin. tapos na debut ko pero still andami parin!

and i'm here in front of my pc doing things that are not important:

ym
updating my multiply
checking frendster
ym
multiply
blogs
ym
txt
ym
diablo :)

still lazy to study

can somebody wake me up?!

pucha.

important things to do:
1. fil lt on wednesday
2. fil paper on monday but i want to submit on friday
3. ls paper on ~~monday~~ tuesday
4. cs project on monday
5. psych readings
6. ls reporting nxt wednesday
7. nstp on sat *hassle*

1. bday party ni rach sa sat! yey!
2. dad's bday eat out.

soooooo hell diba?

need to be a nerd just for once.

but i can't. :(

heaven

2006-07-10T06:14:58Z

pucha puwde na talga ako kunin ni Lord!!!!

kahit mamatay ako ngaun wala akong pakialaam. waahahahah syeeeeeeetttt

sobrang saya ko. pero naisip ko dati kelangn ko na cyang kalimutan kasi nga hello? wala akong pagasa. may babae na siya eh. pero ok lang naman mangarap dba? :D wala naman masama. crush lang naman eh :D wala nako pakialam kung makita ko siiya and ung girl nya na magkaholding hands. wala na akong pakialam. hahahaha basta masaya ako wala akong pakialam kahit maghalikan sila sa harapn ko ryt now i dont care. hahah syet saya ko sobra!

mdyo nakakalimutan ko na siya. yey! :D kasi naman nagiging tanga na ako eh. umaasa ako sobra sa wala. oo siguro gs2 ko na talga siya. as in gs2 ko siya. pero as ive said before sinasakatan ko lang sarili ko. obvious naman na lyk ko siya pero d nya ako like dba so anong use na magkags2 ako sa kanya. wala dba! un lang naman.

excited nako sa debut ko. excited na!

sobrang dami kong gnagwa. school related. org related. debut related. nako po nawawala na social life ko :|

may mga new found friends pa pala ako. mga freshies mga sophies mga juniors oh dba?! haahahha

i love my six freshies. kahit ung isa dko pa nakikita. :D si max, kristine, val, justin , robee and michael :D 4 S3 and 2 S2! ang biboooo nila ang saya! :D

sige later nalang cs class pala namin ngaun:P

para sa mga taong walang magwa :D

2006-07-09T13:57:46Z

People! comment and....

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. If I do this, you must post this in your journal.

fafer

2006-07-05T11:19:10Z

another fafer due tomorrow at exactly 1030 in the morning. ls fafer nanaman pare! hassle toh. wala pako nagagawa.

kumain kami ni ahia kanina sa yellow cab. at salamat sa kanya nawala na craving ko for yellow cab :D dapat 330 ako uuwi kaya lang tambay muna ako cov courts. pero sana umuwi na pala ako. eh d un 4 ako umuwi. mga 5 nakarating sa bahay.

tpos pagbukas ng pc. nagdL ng plantasia. nanuod ng trailer ng spiderman. tumingin sa pics ni fafa orlando sa yahoo movies.

tpos naglaro ng plantasia. kumain. naglaro ulet. at heto ako ngaun. nagbblog. at tinatamad gumawa ng fafer.

mamayang 9 ay manunuod pako ng my girl. then magaaral pako ng psych.

sabi ko pa naman sa guidance counselor kanina. magsisipag nako at magaaral.

pero anong gnagawa ko ngaun?

heiniwai susubukin ko nang gumawa na fafer.

p.s. dko alam kung bket ako o.c. pagdating sa "natutuhan" at "tingnan" kaninang fil tme namin. fil tchr pa man din siya at hindi nya alam kung ano ang tama sa mali. hmph.

tamad.

2006-06-28T12:20:14Z

putang inang ~~fil~~ yan! naiinis ako sa prof naiinis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wala siyang kuwenta.. poootahh ambilisniyangmagsalitasobrangbilisdaigpaniyaangmachinegunsabilis (exage na :) hahaha)

hassle ang ls paper. nakakatamad gumawa. ang aga aga paper na kaagad. haaayyy nakakatamd gumawa.

puchang prof yan sa ~~psych~~. pucha talagaaaaa....!!!!!!!!!!!!! psychoooo

history prof lang ang maayos and fun kong prof :D ung sci 10 ayos lang :D haha pero history d best parin :)

namimis ko na fil12 tchr ko. sir capilos puwede niyo po bang palitan fil prof namin ngaun? mas madami pa ata kaming matututuhan sa inyo kaysa dun sa lalaking un eh. :)

*sori sa mga mura. naiinis lang ako. *

just want to thank my blockmates sa pagsingit nila ng interview sa kanilang hectic schedule at i'm very sorry sa delay ng pagbalik niyo sa ateneo. :D

instead of writing my paper which is due tomorrow. im sitting in front of my computer, updating my lj, looking at pictures in multiply, checking my frendster account and mail, updating my friendster account. oh and i just played cake mania a while ago. galing noh?:D and mamayang 930 manunuod akong tv :)

anyway kelangn ko na siguro tong umpisahan. 700++ words to go ata eh. hay kakatamad talga.

ay nga pala. my heart was broken into pieces kanina. haha exage ba? oo na. hahaha pero nasktan ako kahit papano. nakita ko na (ata noh) babae ni crush. pero d ako sure. bka girl SPACE friend lang niya at hnd ung future girlfriend niya. ung love of his life ba. anywaaayyy

gusto ko tlga manalo redbull sa semis. :) kassiiii lah lang

nakakatamd mag cheer rally sa friday. sana payagan ako kina juan. :)

sked.

2006-06-26T08:13:30Z

jun27: psych readings, up (for fil)
28: interview para sa debut ko, java camp dapat pero d nako pupunta.
29: ls paper due today, tuturuan ko mga "minions" ni rachel haha
30: kuya/ate seminar
july 1: nstp orientation, bday ni ate yvette
2: engagement ng insan ko
3: reporting sci10
6: escaler hall may seminar ata for fil

after nito hindi ko pa alam sked ko. marami pa akong gagawin for my debut. daming ka eklatan na hay

nakakastress na toh. ay may paper pa ako due nxt week for ls na dko alam kung kelan. may reporting pa. hayyyyyy

at heto ako ngaun. naguupdate ng lj. nakiking ng music. nattempt manuod ng smallville. ng movie. hahaha :D

nga pala. naaaliw ako sa cs class namin kanina hahah :D

pft.

2006-06-23T06:56:32Z

1st week of classes.

-nagkasakit ako
-wala kaming (block ko) maupuan sa caf
-ang init
-super crowded
-sumasakit ulo ko sa psych
-may paper due nxt week, reporting nxt nxt week
-ubos pera ko
-walang lakwatsa
-hindi ko pa nakikita si crush
-may new found friends
-may nangyari na parang away na rin
-unti unting nagssink in sakin na i should give him up
-panget sked dahil pag mwf. class-break-class-break-class.
-inspired nako maglaro ng tennis kahit na parang nilelechon na kami ni rachel
-super traffic sa marcos highway

un lang naman mga nangyari. haha :) tagal nako d nakakapgupdate. no time rin kasi.

nakapunta nako hk disney :) its ok. fun naman dahil nakita ko si pooh. its not that big. tska pambata mga rides. pero oks na rin :) saya naman sa hk. but ang init grabe! nakapag-shopping naman ako :) inubos ko money ni mommy haha :) dko alam. y i find chinese guys in glasses na naka amerikana cute :) hindi mga matatanda noh. ung mga nsa 20's na siguro. kasi madami akong nakita sa hk na gwapo eh. well chinito kasi. anyway. may nakasabay nga ako sa mtr nila (prng mrt naten pero mas mabilis i think at mas roomy :P) student palang siguro hs student. gwapo eh kaya lang sobrang sobrang payat. haha as in prng tingting.hahaha

1st week of classes was fun naman. i miss my blockmates. grabe parang mas umingay lahat. haha kaya fun! may new blockmate kami. kian is his name. taga ua&p pala. kaklase si rik. uy may common friend na kme. kaya lang nahihya nako sa knya. hahaha feeling close kasi ako lagi pag kausap ko cya. howell.

1st time. beadle ako sa class. haha nagtake initiative nako para maging beadle. anong feeling? wala. hahaha sana d nako nagbeadle. hahah

kaklase ko si intal sa ls. wahaw. grabe na toh. at least makikita ko siya every tth haha :) magpapakitang gilas nako sa ls. pero asa pako. invayt ko kaya un sa bday ko=)) ok feeling close ulet ako. hahahaha

friends na saan na mga corny jokes? bket prang nawala ata bigla?! hahah wala ng nagttxt saking ng mga corny jokes tulad ng, kamuning........get me get me get me. or the bench.........the benchi code. wala na. kung meron kayo. please send it to me. :)

miss ko na hs frends ko tagal ng walang tambay. sayng nga nung isang araw si ging pumunta katips kaya lang hanggang 430 class ko at kelangn ko ng umuwi. :( bawi nxt time

fanget ng sked ko this sem. no time for lakwatsa. mwf 930-230/330 tpos tth 8-430. balik highschool ba?

ang init sa lawn tennis. (duh obvious) pero gs2 ko parin pumasok. bket kaya?:D

sama ng pakiramdam ko. limang araw na toh. feeling ko dhel pag mwf. papasok ako sa classroom na airconditioned pawisan at natutuyuan ako ng pawis den labas ulet tpos mapapawisan. hay. :( sana mawala na toh by monday. kung ano ano na nga iniinom kong gamot eh.

walang pasok ngaun yey! :D at pupunta akong new world para makipagusap sa emcee for my debut :) im excited ! :)

grabe sa psych. 4-47 pinapabasa. maikli lang siguro toh pero my gawd wala pakong libro noh. ang mahal mahal kaya. kung sino man may libro dyan. pahiram naman oh :) at parang gs2 pa ng prof eh memorize namin buong libro. ung recitation niya. mdyo argh. at mdyo ginulo lang naman niya utak ko yesterday. pucha.

super nakakaantok ang fil class namin. salita lng ng salita ang prof. na dko magets. na ang bilis bilis. zzzzzzzzz

dko na nakikita si crush. we are not meant to be. hahahah

*warning* malabo tong part ng entry ko kaya mabuti pa ay wag mo nang basahin. as in malabo toh. hahaha

its time na siguro para kalimutan ko na siya and move on. asa pako na magkakagusto siya sakin. kasi naman ung gs2 mo ang may ayaw sayo pero ung may gs2 syo d mo binibgyan ng chance dhel nga may gs2 ka sa iba na d ka nman gs2. sooo kahit na ok na ung nagkakags2 syo as in ok eh dmo parin binibgyan ng chance dhel nga may gs2 ka sa iba na wala ka namang pag-asa. nakakainis kasi na kahit anong pilit mo na magkags2 duon sa nagkakags2 syo eh prng may naghhinder parin syo. ganon nangyari sken dati. ok na sana si ano kaya lng gs2 ko parin si ano at seloso hhaah. pero ngaun susubukin ko ng wag ulitin. sabi nga sa isang txt. baka ung sumalo sayo ay uh siya talaga ang guy for you. tama ba? ah basta parng ganon na nga. hahaha. nakakainis. sabi nga ni espi its all about the timing. eh walang timing ung amin eh. chaos lang ata. haha soooo ngaung year na toh. no *toot* na.

*tapos na ung magulong part* :)

un lang naman. nxt time na ulet ibang post. parating na si mommy at aalis na kami :)

:D

2006-06-12T09:57:53Z

makikigaya lang ako :D

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever music player you have on random.
Step 2: Post a line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: No cheating.

~~1. they're like chocolate cake, like cigarettes. i know they're bad for me. but I just can't leave 'em alone.~~

~~2. tatawa tayo sabay seryoso. unti-unti kang nakikilala, ang sarap-sarap mo palang kasama~~

~~3. isasama ko kahit sinong may gusto kahit may kasama siyang aso basta't meron siyang dalang sariling buto~~

~~4. trying hard to control my heart, i walk over to where you are. eye to eye we need no words at all~~

~~5. I know you want my love, i don't think the time is right. call you when I'm ready, but it won't be tonight~~

~~6. underneath the starlight starlight, there's a magical feeling so right. it'll steal your heart tonight.~~

7. you got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling and ooh whee it's the ultimate feeling.

~~8. he walks her home, now he walks alone. the days they turn into years, the eyes they drown in tears~~

9. naiinis na ako sa iyo. bakit mo ba ako ginaganito? ikaw ba ay naguguluhan sa 'king tunay na nararamdaman sa iyo.

10. everytime you go away. it actually kinda makes my day. everytime you leave you slam the door.

~~11. i'm trying not to avoid you, just don't wanna hear your voice. when you call me up so often, i really don't have a choice.~~

~~12. i need a love that grows. i don't want it unless i know. but with each passing hour. someone somehow, will be there ready to share.~~

~~13. i never meant to do those things to you. and so i have to say before i go. that i just want you to know~~

~~14. there i was waiting for a chance. hoping that you'll understand the things i wanna say.~~

15. is it turning over this time. have we really changed our minds about each other's love.

~~16. i keep your photograph and i know it serves me well i wanna hold you high and steal your pain~~

17. you don't believe his stories, you know that they're all lies. bad as you are, you stick around and i just don't know why

~~18. naaalala mo pa ba nung tayo pang dalawa, di ko inakalang sisikat ka. tinawanan pa kita tinawag mo akong walang hiya.~~

~~19. can you swear to me that you'll always be this way. show me how you feel. more than ever baby.~~

~~20. we stop to get something to drink, my mind clouds and i can't think. scared to death to say i love her~~

~~21. don't leave me hanging in a city so dead. held up so high on such a breakable thread.~~

22. you know sugar never ever was so sweet and I'm dying for you, cryin' for you, I adore you

~~23. i wanna make you smile whenever your sad. carry you around when your arthritis is bad~~

~~24. say its true, there's nothing like me and you. not alone tell me you feel it too~~

25. balita ko'y meron ng iba. kaya ako'y wala na talaga. at ang sakit isipin, at ang dali mo lang limutin

26. i didn't notice. but i didn't care. i tried being honest but that left me nowhere

~~27. now sleep will fall, washouts, rags and paperbags, homes and lives passing by.~~

~~28. so, let the music take your mind. just release and you will find. you're gonna fly away. glad you're goin my way.~~

29. is there a second in time I looked around? did I sail through or drop my anchor down?

30. my thoughts are with you. holding hands with your heart to see you. only blue talk and love

ayan. :D

update :)

2006-06-12T08:49:45Z

dahil sa request ni kez na mag-update. maguupdate ako :P

sobrang sinusulit ko ang bakasyon :) wala akong ginawa kung hindi maglaro ng pokemon (sa pc), manood ng tv, manood ng smallville dvd (nasa season 4 nako sa wakas), kumanta (bago matulog), kumain, matulog, at kumain. grabe! pinapataba talaga ako ng nanay ko. biruin mo palaging may food. tapos favorite ko pa lahat. aynakopo.

sa wakas at napanood ko na xmen. haha kasama ko si jac at nanood kami noong friday. :) at dahil 75 php lang ang sine dito sa pampanga, eh sinulit na namin at nanood pa kami ng isa. Cars :D ang kyut kyut ng mga cars :) ang kyut kyut talaga nila :D pagkatapos ay sumakit ulo ko hindi ko alam bakit.

aalis ako sa wednesday!!! pupunta ako sa hk :D bibisita ako sa disneyland wheee :) kaya lang sabi ng dad ko umuulan ata dun. hay ang malas ko naman. pero un sna hnd naman umulan. :D excited akong makita si mickey mouse eh :))

grabe ang fanget ng sked ko dis sem. wala ng oras para maglakwatsa. haha pero at least no long breaks at hnd nako gigising ng super aga araw araw. fatay ako sa pe ko. tennis. iitim nako. nakipagtalo pa nga si mommy sakin. ayaw niyang magtennis ako pero no choice na rin eh. alangan mag taekwando ako eh takot pa naman ako baka magkasprain ako or something. anyway hirit ni mommy. nako wag kang magpapabilad masyado kung maaari maglongsleeves ka habang maglaro. prang ako hello mommy? ang init init magllong sleeves ako hahaha

magkakasawaan kami ng block dis sem. araw araw magkaklase kami. balik highschool pero ayos lang :D fun naman silang kasama eh :D tska........bsta excited nako this sem :D haha

finally at inaayos na ung mga pipes sa bahay namin sa cainta. kaya lang kelangan kc nila gumawa ng bagong pipes. so kelangn nilang magdrill sa walls. so kelangn lahat ng things ko eh nakatago sa cabinet at nakacover para maiwasan ang super kapal na alikabok. so paguwi ko nyan doon ay super dumi ng room ko at maglilinis kami. hay. di pa nga ata tapos ung paglalagay ng pipes eh. more than 1 week na ata inaayos. anyway at least by next sem may tubig na sa room ko :D

saya! bumili si daddy ng bagong computer :D ung akin bibigay sa cuzin ko. kaya lang mawawalan ako ng internet sa cainta for one week siguro.

sa totoo lang bitin ang bakasyon. lah lang.

hay lapit na ang july 29 :D dami ko pang kelangn gawin pero dko magawa-gawa nakakatamad eh hahaha excited nako!!!! wala pa pala akong damit. ayaw pang itahi nung mananahi hahaha

anyway block s3 see you on the 19th :D miss ko na kayooooo >:D<

ay pahabol lang. sobrang nakakainis nung kuhanan ng regform and grades!!! sobrang traffic!!!!!!!!!!!! ang init init pa!! lah lang haha:)

bad day.

2006-05-29T08:05:24Z

hay ang sama sobra ng araw ko. buti na lang at nandiyan ang mga kaibigan ko. kahit papano nakalimutan ko na nagka F paper ako. syet. first time ko eh. naiinis lang talaga ako. kasalanan ko ba kung hindi ako gifted sa pagsusulat. i tried my best naman at kahit papano may punto mga sinabi ko. at mind you, iyong mga sinulat ko doon ay nadiscuss namin. tama naman pagkainterpret ko sa mga ibang stanzas sa poem. pero wala eh. hnd nakita ng leche kong tchr ang effort ko. kahit D- eh hnd pinagbigyan. hay. naiinis ako. well oo magaling siya pero sana naman may consideration siya dba? kahit 71% hnd nya ako pinagbigyan. at tawa pa siya ng tawa sabi niya konti lang ang bearing niya. hay. ewan ko ba. eto pa in d middle of our finals nilapitan niya ako at sinabihan na wag ko masyadong damdamin. eh pota malamang dadamdamin ko dba? kaya un hagulgol ever ako. nakakahiya nga eh. pero dko tlga mapigilan. pagkatapos nga eh diretso ako kay rachel at umiyak na lang. buti nandiyan mga kaibigan ko. kahit corny mga joke nila, napapatawa pa rin nila ako. haha at least nakalimutan ko ung bwisit na paper na iyon. oh well naisip ko rin. aanhin ko nga ba ang poetry pagkagraduate ko. wala akong balak na magsulat! as in wala! hello? hnd naman kc ako gifted eh. kahit anong talent wala ako. tinanong nga ako ng interviewer sa NSOD. "what's your talent?" parang ako.."uhhhhhh....." isip ng matagal. wala tlga ako maisip. sabi ko "wala po eh. actually buong pamilya ko po walang talent. d po ako marunong sumayaw, frustrated singer po ako, i suck at english especially writing, wala rin po akong ka-art art sa katawan ko." ang loser ko sobra. hirit k na lang "pero po ok po ako sa pagbibigay ng advices at pag lungkot po mga tao papasiyahin ko po sila." considered as talent ba un? hindi eh..argh sablay nako doon! heniway. napalayo na ako sa usapan.

naalala ko sinabi sakin ng dad ko dati. nakuwento ko kasi na baba mga grades ko. sabi niya wala naman kuwenta mga grades na iyan. well kailangan mo mataas na grade para pumasa pero so what kung magka diploma ka. eh madami naman diyan na super mataas grade pero pagdating sa trabaho hindi sila ganoon kagaling. meron iba na patapon o baba grades o kaya d nag-graduate sa college pero are successful right now. a good example of people na baba grades sa college eh ang tatay ko. at mind you successful na siya ngayon. naisip ko kanina habang lit finals ko. cguro kahit papano makaka D naman ako kc recite ako ng recite. so naisp ko,,oo sakit sa loob ang D for me. kc all my life ok grades na nakukuha ko. naisip ko der's a first for everything. tska ano naman magagawa ng poetry sa buhay ko dba (as ive said b4)? ang ippursue ko naman na trabaho is geared towards business and not creative writing or journalism. dagdag pa ng mom ko. "kim alam mo kahit na magka ateneo diploma ka or mag honors ka pagkagraduate mo, in the long run wala yang kuwenta. kc pag nag-asawa ka (chinese daw na businessman ang dapat kong asawahin) hnd ka rin pagttrabuhin ng asawa mo or pag magttrabaho ka, sa business niya ikaw magttrabaho. so anong sense ng diploma mo? kaya ayos lang smen ng papa mo kung dito ka sa pampanga magaral." pero sabi ko gusto ko talaga dito sa ateneo. dream school ko eh. gs2 ko nag maggraduate sa ateneo. kahit na mahirap kakayanin ko. kahit na super struggle ang college life ko compared to others, cge ayos lang. at least hnd super struggle life ko unlike sa iba. naaawa nga ako minsan eh, tpong dami nilang minememorize as in sobrang dami pang projects. maswuwerte na rin pala ako sa nakuha kong course. haha alhtough hell daw 2nd sem namin. pero ganoon tlga eh. eto rin naman kc pinili kong landas. haha kaya nga masaya ako dahil hnd nila (parents) ako pinpressure na pagbutihin ko pagaaral ko tpong dpat laging high grades. nung sinabi ko nga na i failed a test parang sabi lng nila yaan mo na, bawi ka na lang. alam naman namin na kaya mo eh sabay smile :) tska feeling ko nga mas prefer ng dad ko na bumagsak ako dahil magaaral ako sa pampanga. :))which is good for him. haha

heniway.senxa haba ulet.hahaha cant wait for wednesday! :)

kahit na naiinis ako sa lit. saya parin summer ko sa ateneo :D bonding everyday with blockmates. biruin mo lalaro and kuwentuhan lang kme everyday for 1 1/2 hours at minsan 3 hrs pa. haha sobrang fun kahit nakakasawa na mag cards. fun parin! :D bonding kami ulet nxt sem! woohooo sana naman at hnd kme magkasawaan..hahaha

gs2 ko mag DQ. kez,,DQ tayoo..topee pagdrive mo kami :P hahah love mo nman kme dbA?:P

wala lang :)

2006-05-24T12:46:19Z

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.

Your flirting style: Coy

Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park

Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant

What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

waw fink pa tlga eh :P fink person tlga ako :))

Your Hidden Talent

You are both very knowledgeable and creative.
You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential.
Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them.
As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

waw may hidden talent pala ako at creative pala ako :)) dis is not true :)

You Are Periwinkle

You're very intuitive and sensitive. You often know other people better than they know themselves.
You're also quite optimistic, and you think well of yourself and others. You know your dreams will come true.

What Color Blue Are You?

kyut :)

Your Quirk Factor: 32%

You have a few little quirks, but you generally blend in well with society.
Only those who know you well know how weird you can be.

How Quirky Are You?

Your True Love Is a Capricorn

Why you'll love a Capricorn:

Hard working and driven, a Capricorn will work overtime to win your heart.
Be prepared to get wined and dined, even once you're convince that your Capricorn is the one!

Why a Capricorn will love you:

You don't rush things. You know it will take a while for a Capricorn to trust you, and you can wait.
Social and outgoing, you can introduce normally shy Capricorn to a great circle of friends.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

sino kaya toh? haha

Your Extroversion Profile:

Friendliness: Very High

Cheerfulness: High

Activity Level: Medium

Assertiveness: Low

Sociability: Low

Excitement Seeking: Very Low

How Extroverted Are You?

Your Summer Ride is a Beetle Convertible

Fun, funky, and a little bit euro.
You love your summers to be full of style and sun!

What's Your Summer Ride?

You Aren't Scary, You're Scared

Probably even scared to see how this quiz came out!

How Scary Are You?

d ako scary :)